so what can I say
Today is the day you always looked forward ti ,so many hopes ,dreams and always happy . Who would ever think 17 years ago when I gave birth to you , my first son, my love that you would have been put on this path .
My heart is so broken ,I came home to watch your sister in tears ,something I rarely see and there was nothing I could say,there was no comforting ,what words could possibly make this right .
I cant write any more it is too hard ,too heartbreaking .
THEY say there is a reason for everything ,there is no reason for you to have to had suffered ,no reason for you to have lost your future ,no reason for your sisters and brother to suffer for the rest of their lives. Just no reason .
There is just too much you were cheated of
There is just too much that this family has been cheated of ,your smile ,your hugs ,your laughter and your love .
How does one reason this out -I cant figure it out ,I stay up nights wondering how much hurt can one family endure ? As the mother how do I help heal the pain when I cant ,how do I protect the rest of yoU sisters and brother when i couldnt protect you.
How do I find the strength that you had ,the only thing I Ccan do is fight to make sure no one endures what we do,that no one hs to suffer teh way you did .
Enough for now,your tournament was a great success and you were embedded in soi many lives . So may new people were so touched by your story and could feel your love .Wwe nhaev just begun and I promise you this is just the start of your path -just the beginning .No one will forget ,andn all those who stand bu ys keep us standing and strong,and it is growing -it is called pay it forward ..... Close