Today marks 3 years. / Becca Z. (friend)
Sooo.. before i found out this was the song on your site i listened to it nonstop thinking of you. soo this is how i'll start off for you ty: This is for my peoples who just lost somebody.
Your
best friend your baby your man or your lady.
Put your hand way up high. (Put em way up high)
We will never say bye. [no no no] ('N hear you say goodbye)
Mommas Daddies Sisters Brothers
Friends & Cousins.
(Hey)
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers.
(Heyyy)
Lift your hand to the sky. (Lift em way up high.)
Cuz we will never say bye. ('N hear you say goodbye.)
-Akon-
Even though I know your gone I know I'll see you again.
One thing that I can promise we gon' meet up again.
Hopefully up in Heaven prayin that I'm forgiven
For everything that I've done and that I forgot to mention.
It feels so bad to be without my homie.
And ever since you been absent I been so lonely.
Why does life recycle around like a trophy?
Even though somebody took the time to warn me.
That you can't be with me and it's just crazy.
And everyday I'm wishin that you'd come save me.
And I know a man ain't suppose to cry.
It's takin' all my strength and my soul to say goodbye.
Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye.
[Say goodbye.]
Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye.
[Say goodbye.]
Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye.
[aaaaaaaaaay.]
Bye Bye.
[Say goodbye.]
-Mariah-
And you never got a chance to see how good I've done.
And you never got to see me back at number one.
I wish that you were here to celebrate together.
I wish that we could spend the holidays together. I remember when you use to tuck me in at night.
With a teddy bear you gave me that I held so tight.
I thought you were so strong and make it through whatever.
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever.
I never knew I could hurt like this.
And everyday life goes on I
Wish I could talk to you for a while.
Wish I could find time not to cry.
As time goes by.
As soon as you reached a better place.
Still I'd give the world to see your face.
And I'm right here next to you.
Feels like you gone too soon.
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye.
Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye.
Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye.
Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye.
Bye Bye.
-Lil Wayne-
How come they call it goodbye?
How come the good die?
See I just get high.
Think of the good time that I had with my Pop.
He was a good guy how come the good die?
As I protect my mother cuz I'm her older son.
And there are different worlds and we in the coldest one.
Which one did granny go to?
And why do death come?
As my baby ask where do babies come from?
I tell her where I tell her why
I tell her I love her
until I tell her bye.
And whenever I shall if ever die.
I hope you celebrate it I dont never hate it.
They say that heavens gated but I think I know the code.
Lets get yo life right by the end of the road.
Dats why I drive alone down memory lane.
So if I crash I hope yall remember Wayne.
Goodbye.
I never knew I could hurt like this.
And everyday life goes on I
Wish I could talk to you for a while.
Wish I could find time not to cry.
As time goes by.
And as soon as you reached a better place.
Still I'd give the world to see your face.
And I'm right here next to you.
Feels like you gone too soon.
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye.
Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye.
It's all the same
Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye.
So come on somebody sing it with me
Wave your hands up high! HEY!
Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye.
'Cause this is for my people's
Who just lost somebody
Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye.
See this is for everybody
Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye.
Just lift ya hands to the sky
Bye Bye.
'Cause we wont ever say goodbye ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
No one had the right lyrics... or atleast not the way i hear it... soo i basically had to type this whole thing. lol
soooo lets break up this song: Hopefully up in Heaven prayin that I'm forgiven
For everything that I've done and that I forgot to mention.
you know what that parts about. how i felt i never got to be there for you when you needed me the most.. but u were always there for me.. :[
It feels so bad to be without my homie.
lol. you were always my homie/gangsterrr lol.
And ever since you been absent I been so lonely.
Why does life recycle around like a trophy?
Even though somebody took the time to warn me.
That you can't be with me and it's just crazy.
And everyday I'm wishin that you'd come save me.
from everything i've been going threw lately.. i wish i had u here walking me threw all the tough times.
And I know a man girl ain't suppose to cry.
It's takin' all my strength and my soul to say goodbye.
And you never got a chance to see how good I've done.
And you never got to see me back at number one.
I wish that you were here to celebrate together.
Well guess what ty.... i got into FAU! :] like i've always wanted. I'm going for early education like i've always wanted to do. i wish you were here to see me going from what i've been going threw to all the back to number one n achieving my dream when many told me i couldnt..
As I protect try to be there for my ur mother cuz I'm her older son. her adpoted daughter/ bestfrend (lol) Theres just soo much to say that i dont even know where to start. well lets start the first sentence with a given. Ty I miss you sooo much! Grad night is coming up prom and graduation. Its soo hard to mention stuff to your mom because I know its hard for her because shes thinking you should be here doing these things with me. I went to visit u yesterday by myself for the first time before I had to go to work. It was soo hard. But I think I liked it better cuz I could just sit there n cry without anyone watching and just laugh when thinking about everything weve done in the pass. I left u a little crown by Coles toys cuz I know when prom comes you will be there wit everyone and plus I wanted you to know ill be thinking about u when im there.
Well I spent a week with your family and it was just soo easy for me to clear my mind. Your bedroom door is always open for everyone to just go in there and think/play games and everything else. And I realized one time you were there and I knew you wanted me to know that. The way I got the chills and felt you there and Ranbows face and just everything… ty I know your trying to show me sometimes you’re here and not to give up and it makes me keep going. When we went to John Edwards… EVERY STORY had a little part of you in it. I know for a fact you were there trying to hint it to us. But I hope next time you come and he points to us and actually tells us your here. I think every1 will realize everything is ok and will know that you want them to know its ok and that your proud of your mom being soooo strong. But a part of me thinks your scared to but tyler we all love you and I just wish you could come to us next time so we can stop thinking “what if” he comes… what would he say…. How would he give us the clues.. and what would ty say about us today and how weve been overcoming all of these obstacles.
Well on the next thing… ur lil mini me Cole. Ohhhh where to start! Hehe. Omgosh ty… hes going up before our eyes… he opens up to me and tells me things like im his best friend. And I think its because he knows I use to be best friends with you Ty and that your letting him know he can trust me. Hes adorable! He’s following in your footsteps. He just started ice skating!!! Its SOOOOOO funny! He falls down and looks at ur mom (while she laughs when he gives that goofy smile like u use to do too) and he plays with the ice chippings/snow. I told him he should just make a snow angel. Hehe. He waits for the girl to come around sometimes soo she can pick him up! Hehe. But Lala came and your dad and Jordan and Brittany!!! We’re all there supporting him. Your dad is just too funny. We were just at lunch and we were talking about the stories and were laughing about everything. I wanna cry but Im not suppose to… im suppose to remember the good times and realize youre in a better place. Well back to your dad.. lol. We went for breakfast and he gave cole ur hockey metal.. and they told him it was urs n cole just had THE CUTEST smile on his face n his eye sparkled! You would be soo proud of him tyler.
Well todays the 3 year marking the accident happened… mom woke me up today… my alarm didn’t go off and I just didn’t feel like getting up. Its soo hard when I think about u and I know stuff was left unsaid. Like ty i miss you soo much. I tried to make my own playlist like ur mom has for her car. Like when im having a bad day.. I put on these songs and think of u and know ur sitting next to me telling me not to give up and to not let anyone stop me. Ty I miss you so much! And I know youre looking over all of us!! And I promise… for graduation… I will try my HARDEST to make something happen. I love you Tyler Scott Goldberg! <333
-Becca.
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